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John's avatar

Jeez...I'm a mess. NOT LIKE THAT!

I mean. In the last 51 hours I've somehow challenged/commited myself into 700 days(698 to go) of no touch denial. I've spent the last 3 or 4 hours going over a framework for how to manage solo edging during that time and beyond. For all intents and purposes I am really coming around to the idea of chastity as a more permanent fixture of my life. Yet I read this and on the one hand think "Damn I really wish I was a chaste in the Cargoverse because of how effective the chastity tech is." and on the other I think "I really really don't like the idea of permalocking" Yet I've just spent the last end of my evening before bed laying it all out for myself solo and how to make it work for me. Granted I have built in ways of earning orgasms, and I always allow myself to milk prostate with anal without orgasm, so Cargoverse would not be a good fit for those reasons.

I want it, and I want it on my terms. I guess that is the same problem I've always had. How could I ever know if I've made any real progress? All of my data points are bias and nothing is ever by a neutral third party because everyone else has their own agendas. I suppose it comes down to the definition of progress doesn't it? If I define progress on finding a long term partner, then I am a failure, but if I define progress on living my life my way and no longer waiting for a partner to submit to(as has been the case for the last year or so) then I am making progress.

I'm not sure I have provided constructive criticism this time, so why don't I try my hand at that.

Why does Milo think he is making a mistake by bringing up his frustration? When he does try to offer a date and throw his hat in the ring he is shut down. He already knows this, so of course he doesn't instinctively try again.

I like the way Milo seems to know who he is, though your female characters always seem to be figuring themselves out, or am I just projecting, because in my life I've always had a good idea about who I am?

Nell will figure herself out of that I am certain, and I'm going to enjoy being along for that discovery.

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Bill Seuffert's avatar

Love it I could feel his strain!

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